goodbye’s are always hard

as excited as i am to go see you, it still sucks ..
it sucks knowing that after we’ll still be apart …
i had so many things i wanted to do with you this summer,
i wanted to take you to Canada’s Wonderland for the first time, pool hop with you, watch the stars on my favorite hill, the one right by my house where I grew up, take long walks through the park throughout the day and night, go to the drive-in with you. I miss you :( it hurts being away from the one person who made everything feel like it was okay .. 
 




a smile only means so much if it’s not forced 

i’m so excited to cook and bake with you :) (L)



I MISS HOLDING YOUR HAND WHILE DRIVING :(

this isn’t like me, to actually fall hard

i miss how pretty your eyes looked in the sun every time we went on a walk together, and how we’d make fun of each other for everything but it’s adorable how comfortable we were around each other and how you could stand how weird i was, all the messed up things i’d say, 

i LOVE that i can be myself around you, and you honestly push me to try and be a better person. I miss your voice, your eyes, your smile, your touch .. 

29 more to go <3 

i hope it’s worth it  






chroniclesofthomas asked:
You're going away for 63 days?! ill miss yah annabanana :(

<3 i’ll miss you too ! i’ll only be gone June 27th - August 29th , haha i’ll be back for the last week of summer and spend it with everybody :)




regina, saskatchewan

I never would have thought I would be doing something so crazy and actually going to Regina for you. I never thought that we’d make it to the point where I’d fall for you to want to actually consider coming.

My plane tickets are getting picked up on Monday, and I will get my luggage most likely this Friday or sometime during the week, I’m so excited to pack, and basically be having a sleepover with my new best friend every single day for 63 days.

If it doesn’t work out, fuck it YOLO. I know it’s going to be a great experience anyway, and you won’t forget me, haha 30 days left cutie <3